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Monday, January 12, 2009
Good Day Gone Bad
I was having an ok day. I woke up at 2am to go home to Laguna, I got to school at 5:58am. I didn't go directly inside, I slept in the car until 6:30 then I finally went in.I was being optimistic that today would be an ok day. I wanted to be positive about everything. I tried, I really tried.I was having an amazing time during Electronics class, everything was going just fine, I understood the topic, and I listened. I was being the perfect student! I was being studious. I was being who I wanted to be.Then the rest of the day came. Filipino was the usual crap. Nothings changed there. Religion was the usual. There's an exam tomorrow, so I'll be studying for that.Our second period of Filipino class was exchanged for English since we really needed our term papers to be finished. I was still positive about everything, even if I kinda spaced out while Sir Artell was talking. All these thoughts came into my mind at once. Then I waited for my name to be called. Time was killing me, the pressure, everything made me feel like the room was closing in between me. He calls my name, I thought i got another rejected outline, I look at the paper and I see a grade! "Yes!" I scream, finally getting what I've been waiting for so long to happen! I finally got an approved outline! I know really have the chance to finish and pass my term paper in time! I have the chance to pass his subject! I will do everything just to finish it. I won't sleep, eat, breathe! This term paper means a lot to me. Not only for the grade, but for the pride. If I finish this term paper I will surely be proud of myself. I'm thankful to have my best friends who are there to help me, I will help them with anything they need, even if they don't ask, I will help! They are amazing people in my lives, I'm blessed that they are my bff's. I love you guys!!So that was the good part of my day. Science was next. Ma'am Carol told us that the results of UST were now with our principal. I was terrified to find out what my result would be. I couldn't stand to think of another failure. If I have failed, it would be another depressing day for me. So I have it now, I just don't want to open it. I can't handle another failure. I'm already a depressed kid, need I be more depressed than I already am?ttyl. I gotta go sleep for an hour then after that I'm doing all that I need to do. If I can't sleep, then I won't I will do it all tonight and still not be sleepy tomorrow. I will suceed! I won't stop until I do. I am determined to be who I want to be and I will prove it to all those who doubt my potential.Labels: determined, fail, hopeful, i, not, potential, will 2:20 AM
Monday, January 12, 2009
Good Day Gone Bad I was having an ok day. I woke up at 2am to go home to Laguna, I got to school at 5:58am. I didn't go directly inside, I slept in the car until 6:30 then I finally went in.I was being optimistic that today would be an ok day. I wanted to be positive about everything. I tried, I really tried.I was having an amazing time during Electronics class, everything was going just fine, I understood the topic, and I listened. I was being the perfect student! I was being studious. I was being who I wanted to be.Then the rest of the day came. Filipino was the usual crap. Nothings changed there. Religion was the usual. There's an exam tomorrow, so I'll be studying for that.Our second period of Filipino class was exchanged for English since we really needed our term papers to be finished. I was still positive about everything, even if I kinda spaced out while Sir Artell was talking. All these thoughts came into my mind at once. Then I waited for my name to be called. Time was killing me, the pressure, everything made me feel like the room was closing in between me. He calls my name, I thought i got another rejected outline, I look at the paper and I see a grade! "Yes!" I scream, finally getting what I've been waiting for so long to happen! I finally got an approved outline! I know really have the chance to finish and pass my term paper in time! I have the chance to pass his subject! I will do everything just to finish it. I won't sleep, eat, breathe! This term paper means a lot to me. Not only for the grade, but for the pride. If I finish this term paper I will surely be proud of myself. I'm thankful to have my best friends who are there to help me, I will help them with anything they need, even if they don't ask, I will help! They are amazing people in my lives, I'm blessed that they are my bff's. I love you guys!!So that was the good part of my day. Science was next. Ma'am Carol told us that the results of UST were now with our principal. I was terrified to find out what my result would be. I couldn't stand to think of another failure. If I have failed, it would be another depressing day for me. So I have it now, I just don't want to open it. I can't handle another failure. I'm already a depressed kid, need I be more depressed than I already am?ttyl. I gotta go sleep for an hour then after that I'm doing all that I need to do. If I can't sleep, then I won't I will do it all tonight and still not be sleepy tomorrow. I will suceed! I won't stop until I do. I am determined to be who I want to be and I will prove it to all those who doubt my potential.Labels: determined, fail, hopeful, i, not, potential, will
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